Thanks

I thought about it a lot, and I decided that I cannot in good conscience do something that might end the world, even if it might bring good things instead. But I don't want to be chased by Marigold anymore, so this morning I threw the box into the ocean. I don't have it anymore, and no one will be able to open it.

I'm done blogging for now while I my life back together. Thanks to all of you who helped me, especially those who stuck with me to the end. I wouldn't have made it without you.

-Becka Belle

Now What?

More strange people found me today. I am totally freaked out. But the box seems to be...protecting me. I was trying to make another video entry at the time, so here it is. I left the house I was staying at right away, and I think I'll be safe this time. If not, I hope the box will protect me again. (In the video when I said I know your names, I meant your screen names, by the way ^_^)



I had another dream, and I remember something from it clearly this time. No new images, just these words: "The time has come. Shall we return to aid you?" I remember a feeling of kindness and benevolence... but if these are Aztecs, and being able to open the box means I'm part Aztec, couldn't that kindness be only for Aztec decedents? What does that mean for the rest of the world? On the other hand, maybe they'll bring the happy future from my other dreams. Maybe they will bring us all prosperity...

I just don't know, this is too weird for me! Should I do it? Should I call the Aztecs back to Earth? What do you guys think?

Utopia

I changed locations again (thanks,David!). I'm getting really scared, but I finally remembered my dream. I was in a future Utopia, and everything was beautiful, because the future was protected today. But now matter what I did, I couldn't learn what had been done to protect it.

The dreams are getting more vivid, at least, I think they are. When I wake up, I still don't remember much of them, but I do remember thinking that they feel more real. Whatever is supposed to happen with the box is getting closer. I just wish I knew what it was!

Now What?

Today I was “visited” by two people who said they were from a company called Marigold systems, and that the box belonged to them. They offered me $5,000 dollars for it! I was surprised, but I wanted to make sure the box was really theirs. When I hesitated, they tried to get into my apartment and take it by force. I’m not really sure what happened next, there was this noise, and then the people who wanted the box left, but they said they’d be back. They looked like they were in pain. I’m staying at a friend’s house now, and I bought the box with me. I’m scared and I have this feeling like time is running out for something, but I don’t know what.

I’m still having dreams. I’m beginning to wish I wasn’t. Here's the latest one.

Another Dream

I had another dream. I'm still not sure what to make of all this, but I wanted to thank everyone who's trying to help me figure it out:

hookgospels, Victor, Evarn, Adam W, Kujira, randomguy26, PsiCrowV@ , Darkhuman, Casey, Mr_Splenda, Dead, Joey Moore, toryrosa, and jahilia have all given me excellent ideas and suggestions concerning my dreams and the box, and even though some of their thoughts didn't pan out, I really appreciate their interest and help.

Tomorrow, I'm going to try to get back to talking about other things besides dreams and boxes, since this blog is supposed to be about more than just one thing. :)

Choose What?

I just had another dream. I'm normally not up this late, but I woke up when I had this dream, and now I'm a little worried. There was another picture in my dream, and a voice that said I only had a short time to choose...but it wouldn't tell me what I had to choose! I kept asking and asking, and it wouldn't tell me, it just kept repeating that I only had a short time. I couldn't see who or what was talking, but when, I woke up, for some reason, I kept thinking the voice had come from the box. So far, only two of the dials have turned, and only under certain conditions. I'm starting to wonder what will happen if I don't get the box open. And what choice am I supposed to make?

I found the picture on my computer like before, and here it is. Can anyone reading this make anything of it?

Weird Dream Number 2

So, I thought you guys would want to know about this, since everyone seemed so interested in the other dream I told you about.


By the way, I still haven't figured out a way to open the box. I got really excited the other day when I thought it was going to open. I was just getting ready to do some housework and I turned on some music to listen to while I worked. I saw the box sitting on my counter and kind of played with it a little, and one of the dials turned and clicked! But that was it, and it's still sealed shut. :(

Here's the picture I made. This time, I used a computer program, but I still don't remember doing it. I just know that it was on my computer after I had the dream.

"Adavanced" Technology

Apparently, some one sent out an email that sounds kind of strange, and my name got attached to it. I don't know who the sender is, but the email talks about finding truth and channeling floating energy, and links to a blog where the author talks about aliens. I've gotten several emails from people who think *I* wrote the message. I keep telling them that I don't know anything about it. I hope no one decides that I'm the crazy one. :P

I guess that's one of the things about modern technology. Even though it gives us a lot of wonderful conveniences, Sometimes, things go wrong. Still, overall, I'm glad we have the communications compatibilities we do. It lets us keep in touch with people more easily, and lets me keep this blog! :)

By the way, thank you to everyone who has commented on my blog and subscribed to it so far. Even if you're just reading and haven't said anything yet, I'm glad you're here, too. A lot of people seem to be really interested in my last two posts. I'll keep trying to open the box, and if anything works, I'll let you know what's inside. Also, if I have any more weird dreams, I'll be sure to let you know that, too. :)

Edit: I've tried to answer some of your questions and comments, and I'll continue to do so. My internet can be a little unreliable sometimes though, so please be patient, and thanks for bearing with me. :P

Weird Dream

Welcome to the people who are reading my blog now! I'm excited that you're here. :)

I had the weirdest dream last night. There were these symbols swirling around, (I think clock-wise??) and when I could see them clearly, two of them were in color. The weird thing is that when I woke up, the symbols were on a piece of paper by my bed, and there was ink on my hands. I must have drawn them in my sleep! I circled the two that were in color in my dream, and made a scan. Here it is. I wonder if I made the symbols up or if I've seen them somewhere before and forgotten them. It probably doesn't matter, though.